Ooo ooo oooooo I Got A New Attitude

Mkay So Over The Past Couple of Weeks I've Been Over The Hills And Through It All. My Whole Mentality (Thanx To That Bastard Who Left Me...{You'll Get Yours Nucca}...) Has Changed....Part Of It For The Better But The Other Part Not So Much.

I Would Hate To Be The Bitter, Angry, Black Woman Scorned...But Hey Men Make Us That Way. I Mean I'm Not Completely Scorned And Curse Everything With A Penis But For Right Now I'm Over Them And The Whole Ambiance Of Being Goo Goo Gaa Gaa In Love.

Basically #1 Right Now Is Me....My Main Focus Is My Health, My Studies, My Family, Friends, And The Rest Are Just Excess Baggage. Honestly The Breakup Has Made Me Stronger And More Dependent On Me For My Happiness....Sure There Are Days That Are Worse Than Others But I Just Have To Remember That Man Wasn't For Me, The Pain He Was Causing Me....I Didn't Deserve It, The Games Were Not For Me, And The Person He's Going To Become Was Never Going To Match The Person I'm Planning To Become. How Could I Have Expected Someone To Love Me When I Didn't Even Know Me...I Didn't Know What Made Me Tick, Happy, Or Sad. I Didn't Know What I Didn't Want In A Man Because I Figured "Shit If I Dont Like Him, I'll Mold Him" (Um Wronnnnnnngo).

You See People I Was And Still Am An Incomplete Person...I Was Never In Touch With Myself And I Was A Moron So I Took Another Moron Serious (My Ex) Not Realizing We Both Had Some Growing Up To Do. So Now That I'm Maturing And Opening My Eyes To EVERYTHING...I'm Realizing That The Boy I Was With Wasn't Even On My Level And All He Was Doing Was Pulling Me Down. I Thought He Was My "Soulmate" Because My Mindstate Was Still Immature And Young...I Didn't Know Me.

You Want Proof? Fall Semester While I Was With Him (And He Was Starting To Fuck Up...Yea We All Know The Signs Of When Men Start Fucking Up) My Gpa Ended Up A 2.5....Lowest It's Ever Been And Not One Of My Greatest Accomplishments. This Spring Semester With Him Out Of The Picture My Gpa Jumped Up To A 3.5.....Can We Say Hyped? Yea I Was Extremely Happy.....I Dunno It Just Proved To Me That I Can Be A Success Without Him Or Any Other Man To Make Me Complete...It Made Me Feel Like A Grown Woman....Finally.

I Wasn't The Prettiest Girl He Knew, I Didn't Have The Phattest Ass, I Don't Look Like A Top Model Everytime I Step Out The Mother Effin Door.....

But I Was A Good Girl, I Had Potential, And I Loved Him Hard.......I Have Self Worth, And Maybe Not Today, But One Day Somebody Will Think I'm Pretty Cool....Till Then I'm Having Fun Just Loving Me....Flaws And All....Unconditionally.......I Love That Girl.

Just One Of Them Dayz

"Its A Mid Summer Nite....And I'm Thinkin About Ya Babe, Wanting You.
I Wish U Cud Catch A Jet Plane, I Know U Wud If Only You Cud....

But Finances Ain't Wat We'd Like And Sometimes We Have 2 Sacrifice....Cuz I Know Its Hard Ova There Where Ur Cuz Its Raining Ova Here Only Inside Of My WOMB....Passion And Desire Baby...Innumerable Fire....

I Got 4 U....U Know That Its True...Cum See Me.
I Wanna Feel Passion And Desire Baby....Ohhh I Got 4u, U Know That Its True"

(Jill Scott Ain't Never Lied...Luv This Song....Damn I Need A Man...Lol)
Love, Live Life Peeps

Throwback Of The Week

Sooooo My Throwback of The Week Is "Weak" By Swv.....Whaaaaaaaaaaat....Member This One?!?

Can't Wait Till Someone Makes Me Feel That Way Again:-)
Enjoy Peeps! Love, Live Life.

Product Review!

Hola Como Estas Mis Amigos y Amiga's (I Didn't Tell You Guys I'm Half Mexican?....No? Well I'm Lying Ne Ways). Mkay So Here We Go...I Digressed.

This Is A Product Review And The Product I'm Reviewing Is *Drum roll*
Is The Sally Hansen's Shaving Shower Spray On Thingy Ma Bob. If Some Of You Guys Don't Know I'm A Hairy Girl, Like U Cud Literally Braid Cornrows On My Arms...But Um Yea So I HATE Shaving With A Passion...U Couldn't Pay Me Enough To Do It Consistently. So My Goal Has Been To Find The Perfect Hair Remover Contraption With Little To No Work Involved. I Picked Up This 3 Minute Hair Remover Thingy And I Have A Love Hate Relationship With It.

Cons:First Off The Smell Annoys Me, Secondly It Was A Spray So I Kept Getting Paranoid About It Accidentally Spraying Onto The Hair On My Head (Which Was Impossible..But The Paranoia Was Still There), And I HATED The Fact That I Could Get Probably 2 Usages Out Of That Spray Can (If I'm JUST Doing My Legs Because Once Again Thanx 2 My Wonderful Parents I'm Like Cousin It).

Like Deadass That $8.39 To Me Was A Waste Because I Feel Like U Cud Get More Bang For Your Buck If You Buy An Electric Razor Or Something.

Pros: I Did Like The Fact That I Didn't Have To Touch My Leg At All...Just Rinsed With Water And Wiped With A Washcloth While In The Shower. It Did Take Exactly 3 Minutes And All The Hair Was Gone. I also Like This Because It Wasn't Time Consuming And It Got The Job Done.

So Ladies...And Gents (If U Into That Type Of Stuff)I Do Recommend This Just 2 Have Around For A Just In Case Moment (Like U Were Invited To A Last Minute Party And Ur Leg Was Looking Like Monique's @ The Golden Globes) And U Needed To Shave ASAP.
But As For Getting This Weekly Or For Constant Use....Pass...Unless U Got Money 2 Blow...As For Me I'm In A Recession So....HATED IT!!!! (In Living Color Reference For My Old Heads).

Duece Yall ....Love, Live Life.

Randomz

10 Random Things About Me: Shirleyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

1. I Can't Sleep Without Some Type Of Light On (Whether It's The Glow Of The T.V. or My Computer)

2. I Went To An All Girls Highschool Soooooooo I Have Limited Experience With Men...

3. I Hate Eating Slice Bread Crust, I Always Tear Those Sucka's Off

4. I'm American But My Parents Are Haitian And I Lurvvvvvve It....Being Bi Lingual Is The Sh*t. The Thing That Blows My Mind Tho Is When I Get Yelled @ By My Parents In 2 Different Languages.( They Will Deadass Yell At Me In Creole, And Give Me The English Version Right After Just In Case I Missed Something)..Smh lol

5. The Person I Tell Most Of My Secrets To Is My Bestie And I Love Him 2 Death....He Makes My Heart Smile...F*ck A Boyfriend.

6. I Don't Know How To Whine/Dance...And I Have No Rhythm....I Feel Stupid In Clubs Or When Forced To Give Dubs. I Have The Dancing Capability Of A White Boy (No Offense).

7. I Have A Horrible Fear Of People B/c Im A Shy Person And Wanna Get Over It B4 I Die.

8. I Want To Be Finished With Skool And Have a (Real) Job B4 Making Any Man My Priority Ever Again. I'm Halfway Towards My Bachelor's Degree....So Men Holla At Me In A Year And Sum Change.

9. I Live With My Parents But Who Knows How Long That's Gonna Last B/c They've Been Trying To Give Me A 12am Curfew Lately And Im Def Over 21 Years Old

10. When I Get Mad (Instead Of Yelling And Cussing) I Cry....Yea Im A Baby, I Know.