I've hit the milestone of 31, and is it me or do women start freaking out about their love lives when they hit 30?
Well I did and it wasn't pretty. I was dating someone for 4 years, and after ultimatums/threats I had to leave him. He refused to commit to me and wasn't financially able to. I do regret it and it's up there among the hardest things that I've had to do. I was in love and thought I was with the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but he didn't feel the same way.
As a women I feel like I give so much of myself and for whatever reason I always come up empty handed. I love and I love hard, but all for no reason.
Right now I am over love and all that it has to offer. I am convinced that cat lady will be my title in the next couple of years (maybe dog lady because I hate cats).
As much as I want to bury myself and stay away from the opposite sex, I do find it important to keep trying.
Love got away from me this time, but next time I think I will get it beat.
How many of you have started over after a long relationship? How did you get out of your post breakup funk?
