June 24, 2012

WHAT IF.....

What If........

  • What if he and I stayed together?

  • What if i never stepped out on that guy?

  • What if i continued with nursing?

  • What If i open my heart to him and lose him?

  • What if cancer never existed?

  • What if I never fell in love?

  • What if I had a little sister?

  • What If I want to have a child before I'm 30?

  • What if I was the girl they never expected me to be?

  • What if I took it there?

  • What if I say goodbye completely?

  • What if I never find prince charming?

  • What if being a teacher doesn't work out?

  • What if I never heal this pain inside?
I've come to the point in my life where the trivial things no longer matter. Ever since I was a freshman in college I couldn't wait to graduate and finally be somebody and make something of myself......fast foward a couple of years and I still didn't graduate.

A part of me felt like a loser because it's taking me forever to make it down this long road, but now I feel like I'm finally making progress down this long ass road. I also realized NOW that for all these years I've been ungrateful. I was so concerned about graduating because I wanted an expensive ass car, pay that surpassed minimum wage, and clothing.

These are the ONLY reasons why I cared to graduate...Oh yea and making my parents happy.

But now that I've stopped being so petty I'm opening up my eyes and I'm realizing that I should thank God for what I do have....

  • A roof over my head
  • A car (not an expensive ass one, but gets me from point A to point B)
  • Friends/Family
  • A job that brings in some type of income (not everybody can find one of those lately)
Just food for thought peeps, be happy with what you do have because it could always be worse. Don't compare yourself to anyone else either, just keep doing you.

April 09, 2012

April 04, 2012

The end?



"Lately, have I told you I love you? "

What if tomorrow is not promised, what if I don't see the light if tomorrow?

Can I really and truly say that I've lived?

Go hard or go home, love hard or don't love at all, give any and everything 100%.......a change is gonna come.

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